The past few years have kicked by butt in so many ways, showing wear emotionally and physically aging. My heart breaks still anticipating Craig's broad shoulders walking in with a big grin. Today I'm not really ok. It really sucks.
But that is what happens when you love someone, and it's worth it. Not everyone in life receives that love, I've seen it rejected too many times. There is a whole lotta crappy things formed out of fear, including mine.
It's funny how times doesn't make things better, just different. You'd think I would have figured it out by now, but honestly I keep focusing on the end party- it's all I have.
I am thankful for big brothers who have always had your back. For the Lord whipping my snot covered floor while I'm on my knees. I am thankful my confidence and value isn't in found in a booth at Valleyfair, but in His arms. For without it, I'm jacked.
Craig, you're deeply missed. I love you big bro.
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I dont think you look like what you been through.Then again i dont really know what you been through,but i do know the look and sound of a broken heart.
One thing i have learned is that time* and God* will help you stand in what your going through.
I lost my brother, too a few years ago. The pain does dull but it never goes away especially during the holidays. Thank God for pictures and memories much like yours.
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People come and go. We just have to continue living our life. I know your bro is watching over you. :)
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