after being gone, i have a billion posts to read and you would think that i would have something different to post about. but this one rips my heart out, i can't get past it.
i can't imagine saying good-bye. a mother so young, sons that needed their momma. could i ever be so strong? honestly, i feel as though i owe her something. i owe her my arms to wrap around her babies and say "she loved you, she adored you, you matter, you are a son of the Most High God."